you know its going to be a bad day when i get honked at in the morning.
it starts the day off extremely suckbutt
school was pretty good. some fun things happened but in english i had
a huge fight with a friend... ok well she has been slowly ticking me
off more and more so it just builds up over time and i wasnt going to
stand for it today. she thinks she is absolutely perfect and gorgeous..
when i guess she sees something different in the mirror than what other
people think of her. she is so fast to judge other people especially
because she thinks she is the best. if i say something i like, she says
'oh you like that??? yeah i guess they are okay but they are kind of
stupid.' or something to that effect... i swear there is nothing she
thinks is good or fun anymore. i am so effing sick of it. if you cant
say anything nice, then dont say anything at all. and stop lying!!
this is what started the gaybutt argument... we were sitting in class
and i was talking to a girl on the other side of her and the girl said
do you like your phone? and whats it called? so i said yeah i like it
and i think its called something with the music hunter... so my 'friend'
was like "your phone isnt the only phone with the music hunter..." so i
said "ok, what other phones have it?" so she said "well my phone has it,
i called verizon and they said so." so i said "show me" and she was like
"well show me on yours.." i said "you know that mine does it! i said show
me on yours..." and she kept repeating with show me on yours and being
retardedly gay.. and also "how do you know i dont have it?" and i said
when i was looking for phones i played with her phone and it didnt
have it. so then she pulled the dummy and said "uhhh how did you play with
my phone? its right here in my pocket." well no duh dummbutt i played with
the one on display. and she was like "i would know if i have it" -yet she
has no idea how to get to it because it ISNT THERE... which i thought.
but i then said "well stop lying... you do it all the time" and she DOES
i hate it.
so then after school me and my sister went to go get slurpees without getting
a snack or something and a while after i started shaking and i had to keep
running errands like getting fabric and crap. so we went to walmart, and
this DUMB stupid girl checked out our fabric and thread... and we wrote
out this check our dad gave me with a note on it... so she asked a wannabe
manager that doesnt actually have a title and they said i cant do it also.
so we came home, and by that time i was feeling so sick and weak.. so my
dad called the actual manager of the store and explained the sitch. the
manager said that would be fine.. but i still had to go pick up the food
for the family, then bring it home, then go BACK to walmart and use the
same check that was recently denied. so i picked up the food and i was
SHAKING LIKE CRAZY and by the time i got back home, i just completely
broke down. i couldnt take the lame crappy things that happened and my
health was decreased.. eating definitely brought up my strength to go BACK
to walmart... the scum of the earth, and talk to the manager to get the
things we needed. i saw the cashier, krista, the scum of the earth cashier
when i went back. kaljflskdjflask man she makes me sooo pissed!! before
she gave me the look girls do when they think less of you and i was like
PUT IT AWAY. i dont mind it much jokingly but when this chick did it for
real, i was like oh heck naw. so i was driving home after i got the stuff
from the scum of the earth supermarket and i was crying after the crappyest
day ever driving home which is not very smart because you cant see all too
well... so all the streetlights were blurring and smudging together but i
just wanted to get home so i didnt pull over but i am ok healthwise..
when you are having a crappy day and its silent, its not as likely to
make me ball as having the music playing... a song can make me cry instantly.