i have been crazy stressed lately with trying to bring up my grades
and stuff and my parents arent quite helping. They seem to keep
adding on to all the other consequences i dont quite think I
deserve...
They started with setting the aol controls to 2 hours on saturday
and 2 hours on sunday and none during the week. Its not all
that bad, but i dont like having to catch up and stuff when people
send me messages want to be heard back from.
Then they added letting me do only one thing on the weekend.
So if I did a fun thing on friday, i would have already wasted my
"fun time" for the week.
I had asked like a bunch of weeks ago if i could go to amanda's
pampered chef party and they said "if you finish your homework."
Then, when tuesday of amanda's thing comes, i had my homework
finished, and then they decided that i wasnt allowed to do anything
during the week anymore. So now i keep missing out on youth
group and fun things i cant even do anymore.
I am also not allowed to get driven home by the people i ride
home with because they dont trust me to get my homework done
at home. I have to sit in the library until 4:15 when my mom gets
off teaching.
blehh i hate having teacher parents sometimes.
we get into like, these full blown battles sometimes because of the
stupidest things. I cant wait to be on the parent side of the battle.
If i "disrespect" my parents i get consequences like no internet or
no friends for the weekend. when they disrespect me, they
apologize and it sorta goes unpunished. I dont quite think its fair.
"Life isnt fair, its just fairer than death." -William Goodman.

Also, i really like this quote because i wish it would happen more
often. If my parents expect me to not cuss, they shouldnt yell the
f word at the top of their lungs everytime they drop a pencil.

'"Parents can tell but never teach,
unless they practice what they preach."
--Arnold Glasow


i know its not all their fault and whatnot but i dont need them
putting more stress on me when school does that enough.