relating to daniel powterand his song Bad Day...
well today was a pretty dumb day.I am supposed to wake up for school at 5:00 and instead i wake up at 6:00. which gives me thirty minutes to get myself all ready.
well i end up getting to school on time and just another day of dumb school work and stuff.
so then, i get to work, and i drop like a gallon of cheese all over the place. well i had to clean it up and it was like the grossest thing. after it was all cleaned up, i had to eat before i fainted because i was sooooo hungry. then, i tried making new fashion statement subconciously... by dropping more cheese on my jeans....during lunch.i officialy never want to see cheese again in my life... but everyday... i go back... and there is more cheese.
but the two good things that happened this week, was i found my cell phone and calligraphy pen i lost for a week. well, the cell phone was more important seeing as i got the calligraphy pen at the dollar store, but still glad i found them.
i think i am also going to get a detention because everyday to spanish we are late, and our teacher is pretty strict about it. oh well, i will deal with that issue when it comes.
i was going to get my permit last week but my parents said they are not signing me up for the test until i finish a photo project. i still have a page to write for it and a bajilion pictures to print.
my pink hair is no wanting to leave. i washed it twice last night. so now, i am in photo...wasting photo time but i needed to vent.
please excuse my french, but i think our school is turning into a whore-house. (not that it already wasnt) but i guess i am just noticing it way more. which is why this(my xanga) blog is being protected.not that the people that are reading this would know...

hahalet me tell you a short non-fiction.well, there was this kid in my spanish class i met last year and he was just about the coolest thing to me, though my friends warned me, because they had him in their classes also.Well, i wouldnt listen and would talk to him for hours about a bunch of things. He was always a trend sort of person and hung out with the track kids. He began getting involved with alcohol and cutting and hanging out with influential kids in a bad way...,but still i thought if i could be a good influence on him then things might turn out better. Out of the blue (it seemed to me) he came out of the closet as bi. he started being buddhist and went on independent study to get away from drama.so. recently.... like two days ago, on tuesday he let me read his myspace blog. it is restricted but he let me see it.
let me tell you.if i had known what i was about to read, i most definitely would not have read it.this myspace blog was about him and another GUY doing "it."it was just as bad as a porno novel if they make those. and i stand unresolved.
i cant save him.
i dont know what to do.
i could either keep being a "good" influence on him which hasnt ever worked on him,or i could pull out of knowing him.this story has no ending.
i am sorry.there are other friends i have that keep getting involved premaritually....i am pretty much shocked.
people i "knew" i know no more.
pray for me and give me advice if you have any.